No matter how much I have been reminding myself to keep asking myself how to live on either knowingly or subconsciously, I have always fallen in the trap of routines.

I am living in routines and I want to change.

Living in routines may not be bad or it’s actually a way of living for many; but to me, I feel helpless.

I feel helpless isn’t because no one helps me, it’s because I can NOT help the unjust, unfair, unreasonable, and inhumane to turn to just, fair, reasonable, and humane that I witness in my living.

It is a terrible feeling that I cannot do any thing to help.

I ask myself how to live on. How to live on with the things that I witness daily?

I would write!

Writing can break the shell of routines for me!